Amy Grace: Three Generations in, One Heartbreaking Exit

I was born into the Jehovah's Witnesses / Watch Tower Society. I am a third generation and I raised my daughter in this also. I fully woke up from the convoluted ever changing doctrines and teachings at the age of 59, in 2019. I tried to get my daughter out now she shuns me and I haven't seen her or my two very young grandchildren in 3 years. I experienced depression all my life and attempted suicide multiple times because I was never good enough and experienced being spirituality abused and disfellowshiped for over a year. I was spirituality abused and my daughter went through sexual abuse when she was in the pioneer program with a pioneer sister, from the sister's husband. My older brother and my nephew died by suicide that was also in this horrible so called religion.